The Cogitation Egress: August 2012

Dear Poly,

This is our last day to be together. Naturally, after our two-year relationship, it’s but heart breaking to feel that this is our last day.

To start of, I want to thank you for giving me the experience. I can still remember the day that I had my break-up with Suth, in a snap of a finger, you came out of no where and saved me.

Frankly, it was not love at first sight, not at all. Can you forgive me if I say that you’re just a rebound for Suth? That you’re just a sort of a for-the-meantime-partner, yes, it’s true. With all my heart, I ask for your forgiveness.

They say that “love what you’re doing, or leave”. Many times I thought of leaving you because of our relationship’s demanding commitment. But by the time that I was about to leave, there is this small whispering voice I always hear that says “stay”. So I stayed.

In my stay in our relationship, I've grown to love you more in my every waking day. My love for you grown and strengthen. I never thought that I’ll love you this way up to now. In simpler term, you made my stay worth it.

Our days were not all rainbows and butterflies. As a normal couple, we had issues that put our relationship to a test. We surpassed lots of issue that we lasted 2 years and 2 months and 12 days.

Unfortunately, this last problem of ours sparked our break-up. I know both of us did our part in restoring this beautiful partnership, but there are these elements that both of us can’t really control.

This letter is for you to know how I’ve grown to love you and how fortunate I am to be with you in the past couple of years. Though it’s saddening to know that we’ll be growing apart, I want you to know that I’m on the process of accepting our separation. Though I’m not sure if we’ll meet again someday, but I’m quite sure that the experience I’ve learned from you will be immortalize in my heart and in my mind.

Before we part, let me reminisce our memories together...